For part of spring break, I was fortunate to get away to my
family’s cabin on the river. Sometimes
when we go, there are many people with us.
It’s always fun and relaxing.
This time, my husband and I were able to have some time by ourselves and
then our children and some of their grandparents came.
One of our favorite things to do is hike and the hillsides
of the river canyon provide great opportunities for us to do this. As my husband and I went on a long hike for
several hours, I had time to think about a lot of things and notice the beauty
of the creation around me. There were
wildflowers blooming, an eagle soaring way above us, the sound of the river
rapids below, birds chirping, clouds changing formations and as we hiked, we could
look ahead or behind and the views changed.
I knew we were hiking up to a road.
But it was a road I couldn’t see at all from where we began our hike.
I started thinking about all the fun adventures my husband
and I have had high in the mountains.
And also how I sometimes doubt my ability to do what my husband thinks I
can, whether it is biking up a steep hill, skiing down an ungroomed powdery
slope, or hiking to the top of some peak that I can’t even see. I trust my husband to not lead me where I am
not capable of going. I know he loves me
and won’t leave me. I know somehow we always have fun. I sometimes experience a wide range of
emotions, including doubt, frustration, and fear. And I always experience peace, joy and love.
Our hike this time was no different. Even though we had hiked to the road before,
I wasn’t sure if we had enough time before we went down river to pick up our
kids. We took a bit of a different route
and it was challenging. When I started
to get tired, we would take a break and drink some water and enjoy looking
around. And my husband would provide encouragement. I began reflecting on how much I
look to my husband to lead in certain circumstances and especially when we
hike. We almost always take a selfie
picture at the top of our hikes and lift our hands in praise of our God and His
creation.
As I noticed the wildflowers and the birds and just the
sheer beauty of the mountains and valleys, various scripture was coming to mind
as well as the song “Help Me Find It” by the Sidewalk Prophets. I have often prayed the lyrics of that song. I regularly thank God that He gave me the
gift of my husband and I felt especially thankful during our hike. I trust him and the hiking journey reminded
me of trusting God to lead me to the road I should walk. I know He will help me find it. I know when I am fearful or doubting, God
gives me grace and faith. I know He provides encouragement through others and His word. I know He
loves me even more than my husband and promises to never leave me nor forsake
me.
I also know that sometimes I just need to be still and God
gives me peace. Our time at the cabin
was very restful and peaceful. I’m
thankful for so many blessings in my life and right now, I’m particularly
thankful for the nice time I had on the river and in the mountains with my
family and God. Thank you Jesus!
Warrior Sister Saints, Say that Again – if there is
something we need, we can rely on our trusting, faithful God to help us find
it! He will have His way in our lives!
If there’s a road I should walk,
Help me find it
If I need to be still,
Give me peace for the moment
Whatever your will, whatever your will,
Can You help me find it? Can You help me find it?
Beautiful post Laura. What a great reminder to TRUST. He will always lead us where He needs us to go.
ReplyDeleteI like, approve, appreciate and enjoyed your blog and sharing of your feelings, fascinations and respect for your husband Keith and our Lord. Well done daughter.
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Thank you Jill and Dad for your comments
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